Already over chapter 30, I can't stand the MC at all. She's so weak. The author overdid it with her laziness and 'disionate' as a personality that she turned her MC useless. completely useless. She wanted to do many thing while dangers lie in every corner but her 'I don't want to do anything' character clashed in a worse possible way with everything that SHE DID! She's mentally seventeen not counting the age she lived in her second life and she's. completely. useless. Like, put this into perspective, I'm a lazy reader who reads webtoons, manga, manhua, and manhwa as a mean to procrastinate from writing my own story, but EVEN I, this lazy reader who couldn't be bothered- I created a mangaupdate ALL FOR THE REASON TO CONVEY ON HOW DISAPPOINTING AND PATHETIC THIS MANHWA IS! Can you imagine what degree of frustration it took for the introvert me to bother making an 😕
She's so disappointing, weak, doesn't have any goal, keep recklessly going off and then got into a danger when people warned her off. She got in my nerves because we have people who are trying to protect her and watch over her and she went "Oh, but I want to see this/I want to walk around" and slipped away, then she ran back after getting chased by ogres or orcs. Her character is so unstable I've seen self-indulgent novels' MCs more stable than she is. She got scared by the sight of blood, crying "I don't want this" when she literally almost been killed by the same people. Her dramatics reminded me a lot of the 'supposed female leads' of villainess transmigration stories.
Spoiler for chapter 30+: She waited until her friends got bloodied to pulp before summoning her spirits. Don't defend her by saying "Oh, she's in shock." I'm a writer too but all I see in that scene was reckless endangerment. She needed to 'wait' to summon her water spirit again so she closed her eyes and let her friends got beaten into a pulp whilst she was wailing senselessly when she's perfectly capable to summon her lightning spirit, SHE acknowledged that fact but still wanted to wait for the water spirit cooldown as if she was asking those friends to just hang in there and get beaten up until her cooldown disappears. She had a girl who had no power over spirit as a friend and that little girl (With the absence of 17-y/o mental age, MIND YOU) jumped and did her best to stop the attacker from beating up the other friend who was an older boy. YES, the girl got beaten up too while our genius MC was calculating if it was worth it to summon her lightning spirit like her friends were not in the danger of dying right in front of her.
And then bang, she finally summoned the lightning spirit but then her first spirit, the metal (I'm more inclined to metal/mineral) spirit came and she just go "Oh, leave now Ador, you're no longer needed." The lightning spirit literally just appeared- I'm refraining myself from cur storms here because srsly, she's so ffffff---- effing useless, pathetic, and a bih of a character. Not fun to read this while I'm in my period, I got angry twice easily and right now I'm really angry.
