"I didn't want you to be the only one to know about my barren and ugly feelings." 4flb

Upon entering university, Mitsuki half-heartedly moves into the house of Sakuma, his childhood friend who is 10 years older than him. As he grows older, they grow apart, but Mitsuki still adores Sakuma, but Sakuma strongly rejects him, telling im to “stay away from me. One night, Mitsuki gets drunk, and when Sakuma takes care of him, he has a dream in which he kisses Sakuma. Mitsuki is confused by his first feelings toward a person of the same sex, but he does not feel aversion to them.