I lead a very happy life for the past 15 years. Im about to enter the sweet 16 this year and I can't wait.If you ask other people about me, they count as me a happy go lucky and smiling girl.Yeap, I love smiling and I want to let other people smile as well.But, cruelty is cruel. 145r31

I'm your average teenage girl and I tried my best to pleased everybody. Yes, include my family, cousin, friends even strangers. But, why do I was paid back with laughter?

I felt like a fool. Im doing my hardest to pleased everyone, but in the end I am a joke to them. Even my mother - whom I dearly love so much also don't think highly of me. She always brag my little brother to go prestigious school that I can't go after my average result. She even said, after my little brother go to that prestigious boarding school, I would live alone with my cat. ( Because she move to other state because of her work and my dad not always home) What do you think I am? A doll with lifeless?

I ed I do the house chores and clean the house every crook and cranny like crazy after my mother left to work at other state. My cousin make fun of me like "She clean the house by HERSELF,"
And one more is when I clean the kitchen and one plate slip from my hand and broke. I could hear everyone laugh and said, "Don't break anymore plate,"
"It's her FIRST TIME doing this.." said my mother. Then, all my family and cousin laugh and make me as their main topic. I just could smile plainly and say I'm sorry.

I rarely do house chores because we had maid so I don't really can do anything and I don't hate doing it.

Besides, I even been treated as a 'idiot friend' by my bestfriend. She order me everything and talk to me when she in pain or something not happy. But, in the end. I was left behind when she in happy and don't care about me. I was treat like a fool.

I just don't want other people take advantage as me being like this. I just trying to avoid anything that negative.

Its like I'm a shadow to this real world.

How about you guys? Have you ever experienced this kind of thing? Having two different world in one time? or, you just lead a very happy/sad life every minute?

Well, I had my times at being depressed because of my life, but I gained nothing with it, so now I just take things as they are, ignore people I don't like or that don't like me and live my life (even if there is nothing much going on with it 🤣 )

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You are not the only one who is treated like an hopeless idiot.
People treat me that way, too. Well...but I don't give a shit about what people say or think. And I am a forgiving person...so I just let it slide.
Life is unfair...you have to accept this fact and don't bother yourself because of what people say. I think your family would be very sad if you died. People don't realize how precious their things are until they are gone. That's the way humans are.

come on ,just get yourself together and start leading your own life ,for cryin out loud, instead of being like this.
it's no use complaining how cruel the world is if you don't even stand up for yourself!
then talk back to your mother for once!
say something about it to your family!
tell your best friend that you don't like it when she acts like that!
or at least go search some friends that appreciate you for who you are!

it's like Raeryn said in another thread,
in this life ,if you want something, you have to go after it.
stop trying to please everybody, try to do something for yourself .
sorry if I was rude, not my intention, i also didn't mean to insult you, this is just advice.

as for me: let's just say I had a hard time last year, and i find it hard to live with my younger brother;that's all.

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Just stop trying to care so much. Have you ever heard of Dr. Seuss's quote "Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind" I used to be a push over, always doing stuff for people to be nice, but I learned how to say NO sometimes just a while ago because I was tired of having people take advantage of me.

Then i heard that quote and realized that many people just don't matter to me. Only the ones that deserve my kindness receive it.

I know disapproval from your family hurts the most, but you just have to keep trying harder or just let some things go. I feel jealous when my sister is praised more than me despite my working harder than her. But i just let it go and do my best next time.

Maybe they are just playing with you, joking around. Take it lightly and retort back (that's what i do lol). Or just tell them that you feel uncomfortable. My parents used to poke fun at my weight, but I ended up crying sometimes and they ended up consoling me and not bringing it up again. So they probably don't realize they're hurting you because you act happy all the time.

I'm usually a really happy person that gets excited over little things, but when I'm sad, I talk to someone I really trust. Letting negative emotions bottle in is VERY VERY bad. You can even just talk to people online like forums or answers.yahoo.com.

So i wish for the best for you. You'll eventually meet new people who are better friends. I know I finally met people with whom I was really really comfortable when I was 16 so there's always hope for you.

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O_O sounds like something from a shoujo manga...

Sorry, but I can't sympathize. Other people lived harder lives than that. 😔 Some people don't have a house or enough food to eat.

life=depression
this world is kinda boring, dont ya think?

So sad!

But if they act that way against you, you shouldn't take them seriously as well. Find people who do appreciate you how you are.

I know it sounds superficial, but be happy~

You're the only one who can change how
you feel and which way your life takes.

, smile, no matter what comes your way~

(Even if you turn in a homicidal maniac in the process. 🤣 )

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There were days when I felt like my entire life was a failure. But you have to understand that ur own happiness is the most important thing. Stop thinking about what others want, because doing so is only going to hurt yourself as you stop thinking more of your own needs. so what if you don't have the best grades...that doesn't mean you can't become a great person and have a happy life.

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"Always go too far, because that's where you'll find the truth." - Albert Camus

The previous posters have already said what I want to say.

I just need to add this:
Have you consider ever consider how other think of you?
For example put yourself in your mother's shoe. She has a son who managed to get to a prestigious school, she will definitely brag about it, compare to her mediocre daughter. There is nothing she could brag about you.

Then about your "best friend", just put yourself in her shoe. She has a friend that managed to put up all the shit that she throws at. What make you thing that she will change.

Just be realistic, you can’t please everybody so do what make you happy (as long as it does not hurt anyone or yourself).

You just haven't found the thing that you are good at. Luckily you still have time to find it. You might not be as smart as your brother but there is something that you could do better than him.

The next time your family makes fun of your for apparently no reason you could get into a real rage and tell them off. If people get the impression they can muck you they will always do, so a burst of anger is actually a good way to show them otherwise.
Since they are your family you probably know of one or two embarassing or painful things you can use, like "Oh I'm sorry I dropped this plate, well but at least i didn't crash our car into a tree like you did", then you light a cigarette and walk away.

If you don't want to do that you can either punch a pillow several times or start smoking if you haven't done so.

you thought that life is a shoujo? (and a crappy one, too?) you wait for the charming prince to come and save you from all of your torubles?

Come on now~!

soo since you are this bıthered by your own situation why the hell don't you do something about it?

well sorry to offend you but, since you write a public rant, i have every right to answer to your post.

so i think you are a whinny little girl who thinks world is like a shoujo.

so yeah reality is cruel if you think that way. but you have to wake up and come on speak up your ming for once 😲

You have a maid and you are complaining? What? 🤣

Sorry, just had to get that out of the way~

Life's a pain in itself, but you have to look that and deal with it. There's far greater things out there if you look close enough. No one's forcing you to smile. Be who you are. Fight back when you need to. You're young and changing. You still have time to backspace and retype things over. And trust me, there are people whose pain can't even be compared to yours. Your problem is probably miniscule for them.

So, live for the present, quit looking in the dark, wake up and realize just how lucky you're here. Stand up!

If you can't face even this, how can you face the future? That's when you'll be screaming "What a cruel world!"

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Relaaaax...I know how you feel, just dont think about it....find a hobby, a new friend who has a common interest....and let life just fold out...and before you know it you'll be having fun again

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